Saturday, July 11, 2009

Sneak Peek.

Well, I'm nervous.

But I did say that I would post an UNEDITED snippet of my next little peashooter, Men Of Smithfield:Cover Me. So post I shall. ::gulp:: I'm waiting to hear from my editor, Celina Summers. I'm not sure of the release date, but, uhm, it should be this fall. Signed the contract about a month ago.

I was going to post this to my website as well, but it's getting a face lift. So I'll hold off until things are settled there.

::crosses fingers:: Here goes.

Cover Me is the story of Michael 'Finn' Finnegan--English teacher and drama coach at swanky Dalton Prep (located in Smithfield, natch). Unfortunately for Michael, his former boss and one time fling, security specialist and retired marine Max Douglas, is on the scene--hired to protect a high profile student. Let's just say that the artsy Michael and the militant Max have different styles of leadership.


“I intend to lay down some very specific rules in this dormitory.”

“Max. We have rules. They’re clear and exist to protect us all.”

”They’re slack. And given your history of questionable judgment—"

“What do you mean questionable judgment?” It had been one time in his office!

“—and your obvious impulsiveness, I think you can understand that to ensure Hemmi’s safety, things need to change.”

I sputtered, “This isn’t the marines: it’s a high school.”

“Your legal history isn’t exactly a clean slate either, Michael.”

“Excuse me?”

He folded his arms across his chest, his sleeves straining across his biceps. “You had a run in with the law eight years ago, right here in town.”

I colored. “That’s off the record. That was expunged.”

“Not really. It shows poor judgment and a lack of control. You vandalized personal property.”

“He was married and I was pissed. I spray painted a dick on his car. So what? I was nineteen, Max. Didn’t you ever lose your temper when you were a kid?”

Max wasn’t interested in excuses. “No. You’re ruled by emotion and permissive. I don’t see that you’ve change all that much. You could accidentally cause more harm than good.”

“You’re out of your fucking mind, Max.” I said, reining in my hurt. How could he think I was a danger to the students because I was…what? Fair minded and kind?

I stormed into my tiny kitchen and threw the refrigerator door open looking for a Sprite. I popped the top on my soda and it let out the hiss I was trying to hold in. Naturally, it sprayed across the front of my turtleneck and into my crotch. “Shit.”

I went back into the living room looking like I’d pissed myself, threw myself into a chair and spat, “What is wrong with you? How could you possible think I could be a risk to anyone?”

“You engage in risky behavior.”

Touché, but I needed to set him straight. “Fine. I expect two things while you are here.” His brow hiked. Too bad. I thrust a finger at him, and not the one I wanted to. “One: that you do not use this bullshit superiority complex on me. Just be straight with me and we’ll get along. And two: that you do not question my authority in the dorm or in the classroom. Treat me like an adult colleague because here we are equally in charge. I don’t answer to you—I work with you.”

“I’ll do the best I can.” He grit out. “But the kid comes first.”

He shrugged and I notice the fit of his jacket and a new troubling thought presented itself. “Max. Are you armed? Because you can’t have a weapon on campus. Not with these kids. It’s absolutely prohibited. We have zero tolerance.”

“You let me worry about weaponry, Michael, you worry about Shakespeare.”

What an asshole.

“That’s exactly what I mean about being condescending. I’m telling you, we cannot have firearms in the dorm.” Could Bibby have approved of this and not told anyone? I need to check those memos.

Max’s gaze grew hard, that twitch flicked once in his jaw, “I’m not going to tell you again. I’m protecting this kid. When I’m with him, yes, I’m armed. That’s my job.”

“You’d shoot someone?” I was shocked.

“If need be. I would. Why do you look surprised? If that kid’s life, or yours, or anyone else’s were in jeopardy, I’d do what was required.”

“I thought this was precautionary. Do we need the police?”

His attitude, if possible, grew more superior. “What, you’re going to ask the local yokel to stop by when there’s no obvious threat? It doesn’t work that way.”

“Then you need to tell me if things escalate.”

He nodded tersely, “I will, but if you impede my ability to do my job, we have a problem.”

“Why in hell would I do that? Jesus.” I jumped up, strode toward the door, my goal to throw his ass out of my place, but that fast bastard grabbed my arm as I passed, stopping me cold. I tried to jerk out of his clutches but he yanked and I tumbled into his chest. Fast, he gripped both my wrists in one large hand and my breath huffed out in shock. I struggled to free myself. Damn he was strong. And his touch was both terrible and exhilarating. It should be revolting, but my skin tingled where his fingers met. “What the hell…let me go, Max.”

“I don’t think so.” He was in my space, pinning me, and he stepped close. I drew back alarmed and bumped into the bookshelf as his chest brushed mine. Our eyes met and my heart froze.

No. No. No. Why did he have this effect on me?

“What the fuck, Max, quit man handling me. Let. Me. Go.” I wriggled to free myself, keeping my tone firm, but I was breathless and he heard it. I watched his pupils dilate, and his grip turned bruising.

“You are such a….distraction . Always so puffed up and bristling. You’ve been that way all day. I shouldn’t like it. I should not be attracted to you, but for whatever reason, I can’t help myself.” His gaze slid hotly to my mouth. “And neither can you.”

“In your dreams.”

He moved closer, his mouth hovering near enough that his breath touched my lips.

“You…I…You’re supposed to… ask for consent.”

“Am I? “

I licked my lips, and his look turned confident. Apparently he was turned on by the chase. And I was turned on by being chased. An unexpected dimple creased his cheek and then, exactly like the first time, he touched the corner of my mouth with his tongue and quickly withdrew.

Something unfurled inside me. Some part of him…woke me. Muscle memory?

I tightened my lips, and then that son of a bitch pulled out the big guns and floored me with a boyish smile that was all charm and mischief. Oh shit, I was toast.

“What's so amusing?”

“You, Michael.” He released his grip on my wrists and cupped my jaw and I just couldn’t help myself. Max had turned affectionate and like a fool I caved completely, rubbing the evening stubble on my chin into the warm flesh of his palm with a satisfying skritch.

Max hooked an arm around my back; I guess he was afraid that I’d bolt. He pressed my hips into the cradle of his muscular thighs, our zippers scraped in the quiet room. His thumb pulled my lip and I burrowed into his jacket, steadied by the heat coming from his body, ready to let him kiss me. Let him? I’d participate with enthusiasm. Lifting that tiny fraction I closed my eyes—

Bang bang bang on the door and I jettisoned Max away with a two handed hard shove to his pecs. He thumped back into the wall, surprised.

“Mr. Finn!”

“Shit!” I touched the back of my hand to my mouth, then righted my cock. There was a swirl of the teaming dorm life on the other side of that door. How soon one forgets. “Yeah, hang on a sec!” I called back.

Max asked lazily, “So, we’re all set here, right? I need to find the kid.”

Copyright L.B. Gregg 2009

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Distracted Much?


ONE: Why can't the tooth whitening strips just attach themselves to me? I know, it's a stupid thing, but I keep forgetting all about them. They are drying up on the counter. I need whiter brighter teeth so when I meet up with my biotches in DC, they are impressed.

TWO: My son is trying to build a windmill generator in the basement. It's loud, and frankly, his idea to put it on the roof and rewire his bedroom has me sweating.

THREE: BigGirl has commandeered my car all week. I haven't been out. I'm stuck. I'm STUCK.

FOUR: I need non-saggy assed jeans for RWA. See #3

FIVE: Josh sent me this link and I'm chortling and pissed at him for distracting me. He's a very bad man. BUT OH MY GOD. So funny.

SIX: Teddypig is a bastard. He sent me a book I stayed up til 3 reading and thinking about. I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE. You gird your loins Mr. Book Pimp: it's atomic wedgie time.

SEVEN: There's no food. See #3. MyBoy went to the store on his bike to get me tonic water and lime. I love MyBoy, but I want MY CAR.

EIGHT: littlegirl has made cute ice cream cut outs to decorate my new laptop. Aw. So cute.

NINE: RWA is next week and my hair ain't did. See # 3. It's stripey and I think it's falling out. BOO.

TEN: G is away and he's learned to text message. Have I mentioned how much I love him? Because his texts are ridiculous.



**picture credit to Museum of Bad Art.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Update.


Yeah. So I'm 46K and change and I have a few scenes and the BIG FANCY LOVE INFUSED ENDING to complete.

I'm sure you miss me. I miss you, too.

What's new with you?

I was thinking of posting a snippet of Cover Me. It's unedited. What do you think? Too much?

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Writing

About a half hour ago, BigGirl and her BFF Miss Ally raided my bookshelves for summer. Ally recently lost her father, and the spring has been tough. BigGirl has been loaning her books--that great escape. What I love about Miss Ally is that her goal is to become an editor. She's working this summer in NYC, as an intern for some groovy Music Magazine Of Note. She's smart. She's fun. She's a little bit broken. And BigGirl is prying open her friend's previously locked door to 'reading can be fun'. Miss Ally spent the year reading for personal edification (which is always A GOOD THING) but now, she's reading to recover. To rebuild. Reading as a way to lighten up--and find her way.

Anyway. I have the stack of books on the coffee table, right here, as the girls soak up the first sunshine we've had in weeks and dip in our freezing pool, I thought I'd share Miss Ally's stash.

Lamb--Christopher Moore
Cry Wolf--Tami Hoag
Two for the Dough--Janet Evanovich
Into the Storm--Suze KICK ASS Brockmann
Say Goodbye--Lisa Gardner
Eye of the World--Robert Jordan
Absolutely Normal Chaos--Sharon Creech
Welcome to Temptation--Jenni Crusie
The Truth--Terry Pratchett

It's just a stack of books. Sitting here at my feet, when I'm neck deep in my own writing. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing this for. Why the endless time at the computer, trying to hobble together these tiny, silly stories, working on my cra(p)ft. I mean, there's already a world of really important books out there, and lots of folks who need to read them. What am I doing?

I read an author interview a few months back, and the writer stated ( adamantly) that writers need to read voraciously to understand their craft. I felt so guilty because I barely read at all now. I find myself unable to finish even the shortest of stories and the tiniest reading I do manage has become technical in nature (boo) . I was a little twisted up about my perceived failure to act as a 'real writer'.

That's not to say I don't understand that author's point. You really can't know how good writing works unless you read actively.

And then I realized that I'd been voraciously reading since the fourth grade, when life became complicated and I picked up A Cricket in Time Square. I read at the expense of everything else. Even when I was a terrible teenager, hitchhiking to Cars concerts and drinking down at the reservoir with those terrible boys, I was the strange girl with To Kill A Mockingbird or Ashes in the Wind in my bag. Nobody understood that. I'd cut class, go sit on the green, smoke a Newport Light---not as an act of rebellion, but so I could finish Breakfast of Champions or Giants in the Earth.

I read the complete works of Shakespeare. I read all of Vonnegut and Hardy, Hemminway, Faulkner, Woodiwiss. I read Mists of Avalon enough times the year I turned twenty, that I wore out the binding. I read Heinlein and Frank Miller. Chaucer. Voltaire. Fern Michaels. Joyce. Junie B. Jones. I went to all the continents, some of the planets, a few stars. I traveled time. I dined with Kings. I fell in love. I met God.

The written world held not only a place to hide, villains I could identify, friends I could keep-- it also held keys to the strange and difficult real world I inhabited.

I read for 39 years. Straight. Maybe there was an occasional lag, but even then I'd just switch genres or read poetry, plays, books on history, politics, parenting, art, comic books, cereal boxes, porn. I'd read anything. Everything. Any real reader knows that the heady reality is: there's always so much more out there to read, always more to learn, folks to meet, places to go.

Anyway. I read until last year, when I started writing. I think I must be resting. I think maybe...I'm so afraid of accidentally losing my voice, or confusing my voice, that my need now is to say something of my own...how ever half baked it is, that passion to hear a story, has turned into a passion to tell a story. And now when I'm reading, I'm only doing it to improve my Mad Skilz. Reading has become technical.

Anyway. That's what I was thinking about this morning, you know?

But that need to read turned into this need to tell. I'm as lost in the process of creating, and find it as revealing and as expansive, as I ever was in the act of reading. Which is a startling revelation today, this fifth of July.

That's my post. One week until I leave for RWA--with a new book nearly finished.

Friday, July 3, 2009

One Thing


One of the many things I admire about Samantha Kane, is her deep regard for our country. She's a thoughtful chick, that Samantha, and she came up with a neato-burrito blog post One Thing to celebrate Independence Day. (It's not just cuz she has every Friday at Kiss and Tell and she's scrambling to find material. NO!)

Check her out, man.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Rosie


My pal Rosie is marrying two folks tonight. She's officiating at a wedding for some friends. Co-workers.

I just want to say to her, and to our circle of friends (particularly the So Cal bloggers) that, truly, I'm so proud of her.

My G and I had the pleasure of spending the weekend with Rosie and G, and Tracy and her babe husband (ahem) last February when I made my sojourn to So Cal. The remarkable thing is rarely do I meet couples who seem to enjoy each other the way that G and I do, and these folks? They were so much like us. It's not that we're prefect. It's not that G is a white knight in shiny drawers or anything. Marriage is work. It's a commitment. It's a journey of discovery and forgiveness and joy and, most of all, it's a willingness to compromise and to love, unconditionally.

Now, I know that there are exceptions to that rule, and maybe some snarky soul will come by and piss on my outlook on marriage--but I've been married a long time. I got married young, had kids young, and I gotta tell you rarely are things perfect. Real life is just plain messy. But more often than not, it's been good. And when it's good? It's very, very good.

Anyway. The thing is, that I know these ladies share this view. Particularly Rosie, whom I adore.

So, while I sit here tonight on the east coast, and my friend is in some unknown location on the western edge of the country, probably wheezing into a paper bag and trying desperately not to upchuck on her wedding attire, I want to lift my (sort of full) glass to marriage, to special people, and to friendship.

::CLINK::

You go, Rosie!

And here's a big fat secret. G and I were married by a real estate agent. Which is pretty effing apt...because in 20 years? We've moved 8 times.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Just when I thought it was safe to go in the water

My HP...beloved 'gismo' is now down. I'm torn between this quick fix purchase...which is so damn cute I just can't even stand it. (I'm using it RIGHT now!)



or biting the bullet and just drinking the goddamn kool aid and getting a macbook.


mmmm....kool aid.

I can still return the Toshiba--but JESUS that macbook is pricey. Of course, I'll never need another computer so technically I'm spending to save.

Have you ever returned a day old computer? I mean...I just don't have time for this! I'm writing!